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16 October 2010 @ 11:07 pm
[not in an instant; not overnight]; jaemin  
oh gosh, it feels like i haven't updated in years, so sorry about that, life's been kinda crazy lately. 
here's a drabble that took unreasonably long to write and post, sorry about that too...
anyways, thank you for reading in advance and don't miss the poll in the end. 



Title: not in an instant; not overnight
Author
[info]fearless_to_fly  
Length: drabble.
Fandom: DBSK.
Disclaimer: Fiction. Never happened. Don't own.
Pairing: Jaemin.
Rating: PG.
Warnings: AU, hangovers, mild language.
Genre: crack (I tried), fluff.
Summary: sequel to
"just for the night", which happens during the events of "when I wish upon you", which is a sequel to "bedazzled"
A/N: No proof-reading, no beta, all mistakes are my own. Title credits go to the awesome Barenaked Ladies and their song "Something you'll never find". hugs and cookies for 
[info]ashleyjanee  since she was the one who suggested "the morning after"-thingy <3

series: 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6



3.48 am
.
Jaejoong starts dreaming three minutes after Changmin slips under the covers of his bed. He isn’t going to remember any of this in the morning. He dreams of huge smiling sunflowers, a little girl who resembles his sister a lot, running around in the field and a light-purple sun shining brightly from the cloudless sky.

4.01 am.
Changmin stops tossing all over the place and finally falls asleep.

5.13 am.
The gust of wind opens the window in the room. It’s cold now, almost freezing. Changmin burries himself under the covers and Jaejoong moves a little closer, hugs him tighter and sneezes a few times.

6.07 am.
Changmin wakes up for the first time. He’s still a little drunk but his head is already starting to hurt. He blames it on the weather and gets out of bed to close the window. He slips back in as fast as he can, turns on his side to face Jaejoong and puts the older man’s hand back on his waist. He moves a little closer and closes his eyes, a faint smile on his lips. He falls asleep right after.

6.10 am.
Jaejoong starts snoring. Changmin wakes up again. He doesn’t move an inch.

8.13 am.
Jaejoong’s dreaming about Changmin now. The boy is sitting on the couch, bites on the pencil and frowns a lot. There’s a newspaper in his hands and it looks like he’s doing a crossword puzzle. He looks up for a couple of seconds and asks something before looking back down, but Jaejoong can’t hear a thing.

9.56 am.
Changmin wakes up once again. The moment he opens his eyes he realizes that right now, like, right now, Jaejoong is pushing one of his arms under the crook of the boy’s neck. And his other hand is totally pulling him closer, and it’s still on his back, but somehow it’s already under the crumpled shirt. Changming exhales sharply and he’s a little bit worried cause he’s not drunk anymore, like, not in the slightest. But then Jaejoong smacks his lips and mumbles something, and Changmin realizes the older man is still asleep. He pinches himself on the shoulder, just to be sure he’s not dreaming. He drifts off once again.

12.43 pm.
When Jaejoong opens his eyes, he’s sort of surprised it’s so dark. It takes him a few minutes to take in the situation he’s in right now. With Changmin by his side, a long and thin leg thrown over his hip, his own face buried in the younger boy’s chest, yeah. That situation. It takes him all the will power he has not to jump out of bed, yell something undecipherable and possibly completely unrelated to the topic on his mind. It’s weird, lying here like that, goose bumps rushing all over his body. Weird but somehow peaceful.
If it’d ever took Jaejoong less then half an hour to outright wake up, he would’ve reacted differently. But right now, a little bit hangover and half-asleep, he snuggles closer and smiles against Changmin’s pale skin. He dreams of the summer, beach and Changmin, making angels on the sand.

2.01 pm.
- Get up, - Changmin opens his eyes, well, more like undraws his eyelids in slow motion and just stares. He looks like he’s in pain, but Jaejoong is already up, coffee-fueled and he doesn’t care.
- I found a girl in your room. Who the fuck is she? – one might confuse his irritation with jealously, but that wasn’t it. True story.
- Gi-i-i-i-rl? – Changmin rubs his eyes, not sure what the guy’s talking about.
- Yeah. A girl, - Jaejoong’s sitting on the chair by the table, sipping coffee from his new mug. The pink one.
- Oh. I thought she was your friend.
- She’s not. How did she even get in?
- The door was open. Duh.
Changmin rolls his eyes, Jaejoong’s coffee swashes dangerously, reaching the edge of the mug.
- Never mind. You’re cleaning up.
He stands up and leaves the room, closing the door silently.
Changmin sits up, whimpering. His head hurts like hell and his mouth tastes awfull.
He smiles as he notices a glass of water and a pill right there on the nightstand.
Jaejoong’s on the couch, watching his daily drama on mute.
Maybe he does care. A little bit.

9.15 pm.
- Tissue that protects the knee bone, nine letters, ends with ‘ge’, - Changmin looks up from his crossword puzzle.
- Cartilage, - Jaejoong mutters, reaching for the box of tissues. ‘Will it snow for Christmas’ is on and he can always sense the sad scenes coming up.
- Wow, that fits, - Changmin claps enthusiastically.
- Of course it fits, - Jaejoong says, - now shut up, I’m watching.
He glances over Changmin a few minutes later. He’s scratching the back of his head with a pencil and taps his foot on the coffee table. Jaejoong turns to the TV, bites his lower lip and thinks that his life is making no sense whatsoever right now, but as long as Changmin keeps doing this thing with his newspaper and the pencil, and the foot, and that pouting thing he does when he can’t really understand something… he couldn’t care less.





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okay, so if you were wondering why didn't I post it for so long, that's not because I'm lazy or something like that. it's because there are 5 jaemin projects hanging over my head and I hope you guys could help me with choosing which one to finish first, so I can put my best effort into it and stop being all torn up between fics and stuff.
Anyways:


1) killer!AU: Changmin is an assassin. Jaejoong is a federal/CIA agent. Jaejoong's pissed Changmin's dad off. Hence, the situation should be handled. Implied character death, lots of angst and a possibility of an alternative "happier-ending".
2) dancer!AU: Jaejoong is a fallen superstar and an ex drug-addict. He's done his time. He's gotten clean. And now he's planning a comeback. With a new agency, new group of back-up dancers, one of whom, apparently, doesn't talk all that much. Or at all. Lots of cameos, angst, dancing, rivalry and hair-cutting involved.
3) highschool!AU: Jaejoong is a silent kind of badass, Changmin is a badass, Se7en makes a cameo appearance as a badass and Yoochun knows everyone and everything and is a huge perv (I don't know why, it just fits). Involves child abuse, smoking, rooftops and fighting.
4) suju!x-over: Changmin spends too much time at their dorms, Jaejoong is sort of jealous, others are concerned. Involves brainstorming which proves to be completely pointless without Min and cranky Jaejoong bonding with cranky Heechul.
5) superpowers!AU: Jaejoong and the team meet a homeless person who, apparently, doesn't really need to be saved. Cameos: Kangin as a strong and protective character-type, Hyukjae (sad, angsty but eversmiling), Jiyong (constantly swearing diva-type) and Horikita Maki as Jiyong's stepsister (somehow, she's the only female character I can put in fiction and not be mad about her presence there...)
 
please help me pick, otherwise my head will explode.
 
 
Current Mood: coldcold
Current Music: Ghost of me - Daughtry
 
 
 
windapaoline on October 17th, 2010 01:15 am (UTC)
This is cute :)

no 4 should be okay..i love jealous!jaejoong ;>
or no 1, maybe...
fearless_to_flyfearless_to_fly on October 19th, 2010 10:10 am (UTC)
thank you so much! <3
axoraaxora on October 17th, 2010 01:44 am (UTC)
killer..........
but i love everythings about JAEMIN as long as seme! JAE and uke!minnie~ahhhhhhhh
arigatou.........
haha
fearless_to_flyfearless_to_fly on October 19th, 2010 10:11 am (UTC)
haha, thank you, darling! :D
ashleyjaneeashleyjanee on October 17th, 2010 02:53 am (UTC)
Damn, I didn't get first spot like I'd been hoping to

But god.. Have I ever told you how much I love you? Like right now, I seriously love you like this much *holds arms out apart as much as they will go* infact I probably love you more than that. I love this chapter, it's so sweet and innocent and just so lovely. This story is most definitely one of my favourite ones =D

9.56 am.
Changmin wakes up once again. The moment he opens his eyes he realizes that right now, like, right now, Jaejoong is pushing one of his arms under the crook of the boy’s neck. And his other hand is totally pulling him closer, and it’s still on his back, but somehow it’s already under the crumpled shirt. Changming exhales sharply and he’s a little bit worried cause he’s not drunk anymore, like, not in the slightest. But then Jaejoong smacks his lips and mumbles something, and Changmin realizes the older man is still asleep. He pinches himself on the shoulder, just to be sure he’s not dreaming. He drifts off once again.

12.43 pm.
When Jaejoong opens his eyes, he’s sort of surprised it’s so dark. It takes him a few minutes to take in the situation he’s in right now. With Changmin by his side, a long and thin leg thrown over his hip, his own face buried in the younger boy’s chest, yeah. That situation. It takes him all the will power he has not to jump out of bed, yell something undecipherable and possibly completely unrelated to the topic on his mind. It’s weird, lying here like that, goose bumps rushing all over his body. Weird but somehow peaceful.
If it’d ever took Jaejoong less then half an hour to outright wake up, he would’ve reacted differently. But right now, a little bit hangover and half-asleep, he snuggles closer and smiles against Changmin’s pale skin. He dreams of the summer, beach and Changmin, making angels on the sand.


Out of all of it though, these two would have to be my favourite paragraphs. I mean, they are so sweet and so easy to imagine happening. Do you take requests? =D

You want to make me choose?! Omg, that's so hard... they're really good ideas I like love all of these ideas... but if I had to choose I think I would choose...god, I can't choose they just all so good and I want them to all be done at the same time lolll.
fearless_to_flyfearless_to_fly on October 19th, 2010 10:12 am (UTC)
thank you so much, bb! if you want to, I can reserve you all the first spots you need :P

As for requests - yeah, totally, shoot <3
ashleyjaneeashleyjanee on October 19th, 2010 12:17 pm (UTC)
omggggg, I totally absolutely deeply love you, bb!!!

I would love if you did that, god I love this fic. I've actually read and re-read this chapter like.. 5 times already and not including just then before I pressed reply, this is most definitely one of my favourites, it's so totally going into my memories!.

Request about the lawsuite doesn't cut too deep do they? I've tried finding lawsuit!Jaemin but it's hard there are barely any, would you mind doing one for me? ^_^
fearless_to_flyfearless_to_fly on October 19th, 2010 12:25 pm (UTC)
ohhh, damn, you're totally reading my mind! remember that time people talked about how the JYJ are stalking Minnie? (when he went to Australia and they sort of followed him there...) I actually wanted to write something really cute and fluffy on that basis, but considering the situation, it could start totally angsty and end really sweet xD
ashleyjaneeashleyjanee on October 19th, 2010 07:49 pm (UTC)
omg, you totally changed your background...so white and bright compared to your other one xD

Omg yes, I remember that... boy I remember that cause I was like "I wonder if Jaejoong is sneaking off to 'see' Changmin at night" and the fact that I was really pissed off because I could have gone seen them in Sydney if I hadn't gotten my Sydney friend to come see me in Melbourne instead...so frustrated, I was...

But yes! I love that idea~ jeeze there are so many ideas I have about their lawsuit.. because even though it's a really sad and upsetting situation they are in there are lots potential stories to be done!
fearless_to_flyfearless_to_fly on October 20th, 2010 12:24 pm (UTC)
oh, I just thought, it's going to be snowing here soon, so it's better to use a bright and happy layout rather then something dark and depressing :D

awwww, don't worry, bb, I'm sure they'll come back and you'll get all Jaemin you need (well, okay, some jaemin xDD)

hey, do you have an msn or something? maybe we could talk there and brainstorm fic ideas and stuff... if you want to, of course :)
ashleyjaneeashleyjanee on October 20th, 2010 07:54 pm (UTC)
Lolll! I like this bright one, but I kind of like the other one better because I was used to it and it might just be me but the reply boxes are a little cramped XD

God, I hope they do! I could have cired when I found out that they came to Australia and I could have gone and seen them if I hadn't have been so lazy =\

Oh yes! Great idea, I'll send you a message with my e-mail address!
Nightrun89: changmin guitarnightrun89 on October 17th, 2010 04:39 am (UTC)
this was very cute and really sweet and intimate - loved it :D

Wow, so many ideas! I love action and there is a shortage of completed, well written action!AU fics - my vote def goes with killer!AU ^.^ I've seen that concert opening where the boys are spies or something. Undeniable badassery right there XD
fearless_to_flyfearless_to_fly on October 19th, 2010 10:15 am (UTC)
thank you! <3
oh, yeah, that opening was totally pure fierceness!
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fearless_to_flyfearless_to_fly on October 19th, 2010 10:15 am (UTC)
thanks! :P
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fearless_to_flyfearless_to_fly on October 19th, 2010 10:15 am (UTC)
thank you :D
romanchika: jaeminromanchika on October 18th, 2010 06:03 pm (UTC)
that was a real sweet ending :3
changmin wakes up every so often and jaejoong just sleeps like a log, lol

oh, oh! i'd like to see #1... am a sucker for dangerous!jaemin. gun-totting jaejoong, guhhh. maybe you could make changmin a sniper or smth, lol.
#2 is nice too, it's original (:
fearless_to_flyfearless_to_fly on October 19th, 2010 11:35 am (UTC)
awww, thank you so much! <3
whatifgirl86 on October 18th, 2010 09:58 pm (UTC)
This was sweet. Glad you posted it.

As for the other project, they all sound very interesting, but I liked Killer!AU just a bit more.
fearless_to_flyfearless_to_fly on October 19th, 2010 11:36 am (UTC)
thank you very much, bb <3
jaesminteajaesmintea on October 19th, 2010 04:43 pm (UTC)
I like this. I can see them sleeping together as husband and wife forever xDD.

I like your killer!AU project and yeah I want happy ending ^^

<3
fearless_to_flyfearless_to_fly on October 20th, 2010 12:25 pm (UTC)
thank you, sweetie <3

*yay for a happy ending*